Oh, My Misery Love

Oh, My Misery Love

Oh, I know it's there;
I know, I remember it there,
that deep down inside me misery love.
The hate and bile filled dream
of sadness and soliloquy
my deep down inside me misery love.

It's been years since I've had it
and these days I demand it
that deep down inside me misery love.
And if I could fish I would bait it
once it I have it I hate it
my deep down inside me misery love.

And they all say I'm crazy
for loving my hurtful filled baby who gives me
that deep down inside me misery love.
And I'll take much more
than all the sweet things I could adore for
my deep down inside me misery love.

Matthew Koutzun

I don't know what it is, but I find myself wanting that love that makes us crazy and sad. I want to be depressed and longing, and have tears come a calling, and pine for a love that won't come.