I'll Get Down One Day

I'll Get Down One Day

Awoken
the sky out my 2nd floor window
was the most peculiar shade of blue.
It was actually purple masked by fog
and it eerie-d its way into me
tempting me to believe perhaps the world was ending.

So i prayed to God that moment
drowsy and tired and fell back to sleep
but I-

I had doubt whether I was doing everything in his favor
and doubt whether I should do favor to everything for him.

I'm a freewill baby
with religious dependencies.

And I don't know where this is going because soon after I dreamed more of being on a spaceship with those I care for, and continually living in the great unknown, living like I do today, searching streets and opportunities- like stars.

-Matthew Koutzun